All About You.

Bet you thought this wouldn't happen, didn't you? Well, it did.
We've had an interesting history, you and I. And a single turn of events changed so many things in both of our lives. I've said many bitter things in the past 14 months, and I'd like to say I apologise, but I'm not going to, because at the time, it's what I needed to aid my own healing. I'm sure you understand.

Over the time I've known you, it's been some of the best and worst times of my life. And I think that gives it a nice balance. We grew in many different ways together, discovered parts of ourselves we didn't know existed, and learned to somehow love the parts we thought we'd hidden perfectly from everyone.

I've said things recently, that may have not come out right. It gives me great pride, that through all of the shit in the middle, I'm still one of your beacons for advice. You don't make the best decisions, but maybe that's why you make them, so that when the time comes, when a mistake isn't an option; and believe me, it will, you will have the wisdom to face whatever nightmare comes your way.

I have the utmost confidence that eventually, in some way or another, you will succeed in everything you do. I know deep down, regardless of laziness or whatever, you have the drive and the self preservation to push. And the humility to listen when it's important. I know I tried to make you into a man, maybe too early or too fast or just the wrong kind, and I know that that was wrong of me now. You weren't my child, and sometimes I forget that. I'm learning to remember, you'll be happy to know. This is just one of a million perfect moments.

You've become a man all on your own,
And when the time comes,

You'll be a great father.

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